1. friends…

    I miss you

     

    I just do…

  2. [Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

  3. a friend’s deepness

    Okj, so one of my very favourite friends just told me this…

    “In life, we’ve only 4 enemies. First one is the one that won’t let us grow up… makes us angry and even hatefull… is FEAR… it won’t let us progress… once we’ve come through it comes the second one… potencially more dangeorus and even deadly… CLARITY… we see everything is fine, ‘cause we are not afraid, and face any situation, and we can really harm ourselves. Third one is POWER, with a lot of clarity and no fear we get power… we do a lot of things, ‘cause we pass the previous 2 enemies, and we outstand ourselves from others…. But we find ourselves face to face with the fourth one… TIME… we realize that with power, clarity and no fear, we don’t have time to do good things!! We are born with nothing and we’ll leave with nothing, that’s the secret of life!! Between clarity and power there are a lot of things to do for the others, while we can… Grudges, fear, material stuff and sadness are in a second stage…The secret is always in the path we chose when we get Clarity in life and hace the power of free will”

    So very wise… I just love this friend :D

  4. It’s been a while… I know… I only write when I can’t do anything else… but for the past 3 days I’ve had this urgent need of explode… I’ve got so much violence in me that I can not only hold it for long, but I can’t stand it… It’s been so long since the last time I felt like this… That I kinda forgot how to handle it… 14 years has gone since the last time anyone could got on my nerves like this… I can’t believe how it manage to put me like this… I just hate it!!!

    I hate the fact that is f ing with the resto of me… I bet my blood pressure is way high from where it should be… This is way too much!!!!

    It’s like a black hole sucking me in…

    I hate it!!!

  5. Long Time no see…

    I’ve been kinda quiet… that’s basically because 1.- I don’t have anything interesting to say and 2.- ‘Cause I haven’t had the time…

    The other day I started my archery lessons…. It’s GREAT!!! but it hurts!!! yesss my hole left side hurts like hell… and I’ve got 3 nasty bruises that also hurt, but not as mucha as the rest of my…. I’m soooo out of shape!!!

    Even though is amazing how many things you have to have in consideration while makin’ the “presentation” movement… breathe, feet, hips, shoulders, elbows… breathe… pull and let go… remember not to flinch or move your left arm in the release…just let the arrow go!!

    Amazing feeling leting go without wanting it to stay…

    And of course you don’t see anything… one second is here… the next there… AMAZING!!!

    I’m so happy!!! :D :D

  7. All time low →

  8. it’s been like a year since my brother left home, to star his own life… completelly on his own… and is incredible how our life changed…

    The last couple of weeks he has been back, cause he had a surgery and he couldn’t be left alone… he needed us… his girls…

    I really missed finishing dinner in a laught attack.. you know… those you can’t stop and you just have to keep laughing untill your hole body eaches?! THOSE! I love them… and apparently my brother is the only one who can provoke une in me…

    I really miss him… eventhough he is still a pain…^^

  9. control freak? ich?! nein!

    So… Last night I had another close encounter with my own nature…

    I’m the kind of person who can delegate until a certain point where people won’t do whatever there is to do in the way I want… No I’m not a control freak, but I like things done correctly…

    The advantege is that I know when to give in to a certain something or one… but kneelling is tireing… as a matter of fact my knee can’t take it… But people get’s used to think or believe that can take you for granted….

    that’s when the situation begins to itch… and it itches until it starts hurting… when it hurts… I blow up.. and the colaterals are very big and I really don’t care… I don’t apollogise when I blow… ‘cause it’s my right…

    That makes me unpredictalbe?! Not really… I usually give sings… the thing is that people can’t read them… can’t or won’t… their problem… I always give a heads up… so I also got the “I warned you so” card when apollogies are demmanded…

    So yes… Maybe I am a control freak… but I just don’t like loose ends, idiotic or lazy people and peolpe that takes me for granted…¬¬

  10. I couldn’t choose a pic… so I uploaded a couple… or 2…

    I can’t believe they are splitting up!!! I’m so boomed :S

    Thanx to them I started hearin a lot of other bands… but I always come back to them…

    I hope nothing but the best for all of them!