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I can´t believe it´s been 2 full years!!! Well I haven´t have much of a life to start… I got 2 schollarships, MD and Ph.D, still strugelling with both of them… I´ve been writting a lot, but not this kind of writting… more of the Academic type… boring as hell… or worse…
A couple of days ago a friend asked me something that put me in serios “thingking mode”… why I´m alone? but alone as in single… as in no boyfriend… usually I say “it´s complicated” but is not… the answer is more simple than what everybody thinks…
It´s a choice, yes… but because I haven´t find the guy of MY choice… I´m not the kind of girl that starts a relationship to avoid the void that produces the lack of a relationship…
I started 2 relationships like that… and the both of them just blew up in or faces… hard! So I decided to wait… just wait… but for what?!?! For the one that not only loves me, cares for me, and all of that, but for the one that represents an intelectual equal…
WTF? yes… I know this is going to soud extra arrogant… but is known that I´m a nerd… and I´m proud of it… I know things that I don´t know why I know them, but I do… I´ve been places, met people, read a lot… seen, heard smelled and felt things… and I really need someone that can share not only my curiosity, but that understand my need for knowledge…
I can´t plan a longterm relationship with someone I have to explain 5 out of 3 words I say, or why I need to have a book close by, o why when I´m bored I read wikipedia… It´s just pfff… not for me…
I really don´t kmow or care if anyone can understand this… but this is how it is…
